Closing Cycles
Closing cycles in all phases of life have never been
more hard, horrible it is everything but nice! A divorce, broken relationships,
fights, getting fired, your dad left home? Those are just cycles we must close.
I know it’s hard and painful, I have gone all through these types, my knees have been pushed
to the ground too.
Sometimes we got scared because de unknown future, of
what I going to do, or what I am going to eat, or if I going to find the job I
want.
Cycles and cycles, every single thing on earth have cycles,
to begin or end with, I am at the edge of one my cycles, I don’t like it
because it means to leave my mom and my sister just for a time, this is
terrifying me a lot, I mean A LOT...
Nobody have it easy, clean and simple. Want to eat
your own veggies from your back yard? Must get dirty, wet and sweat it.
Sometimes can suck, everyone at least once in lifetime
have dreamed about getting you want in a eye blink, it’s tempting but does not worth
it I can tell. Can you see yourself in the same frame, running in circles, not changing
anything? With the same colors? I must apologize, because I get bored easily
and very frequent, So I thank God for those cycles in life. I thank Him for
thinking of me and knowing me, as one of His children on earth I praise Him for
His Son Jesus Christ, He got the most hardest task, taking the sins of all mankind,
pains, doubts, frustrations, tears and even the those allergies (Alma 7: 11-13, John 1: 14, 29) , at the edge of His life, He show us the path, in the hardest part of His journey He torn to
His Father in Heaven seeking for help and guidance. Did He accomplish His
divine mission? Yes He did. He ended his own cycles with God´s help. (Matthew 11: 28-29)
Closing those cycles we have right now or those that
will come eventually are just to refined us as daughters and sons of a Mighty
King… you may think that I am just talking because it’s simple. No. it is not
simple, nothing in my life have been simple. Getting graduated from school, or
college were a tough task, duty or cycle whatever you want to call them. Yes it
took a while but I did, don’t ask how did I managed my work, homework,
projects, family and serving in the church only God knows how I did it. He gave
the strength I needed to go forward every day, even if at the end of each day
my needs felt weak, and my soul feeling sorrow, He gave me that piece of strength
I needed. Step by step, line by line. (Luke 1:37-38, 2 Nephi 28:30)
If it is simple it might not be so worth it. Closing or
getting to end of something are just blessings around the corner or behind the
door. Just think about it, life it is full of colors for those like me that we get bored easily. hahahaha... Tons of shades for all.
Kisses.
See you in the next one. ;)
