Too much Divergent for G.

When I was hired as assistant in this textile industry never thought or see the hard way that was ahead, the first ten months were the hardest always I was making mistakes in my ex-boss opinion, he said several times that I was never on time, he was a tough man, rude one. After that time He was promoted to other plant, the new was all the opposite, he never complain about my job it was a shame that he got moved to other department. The third one, can’t said anything bad of him, was an utterly gentlemen. He demonstrated me he trust me in all sense at work. Three years later he was promoted to the same plant of the first one. Then one day the forth came in, was a strange mix of the first and third, those were the most and totally dark days. The question is did I survived?

I will tell you how.

I saw that movie, Devil wears Prada. Andy’s boss was as same as mine. That said me, if she a Journalist could to do it, so do l. It had cheered me up and as the alcoholic programs (AA) say, I just started to say to myself: Just this day, if you could only get through this day you have won. So I did. At the same time I was attending my engineer classes, make the operation. I was working and studying at the same time I was struggling to keep calm and remain silence when the big chiefs and VP’s spoke in meetings, developing new task and responsibilities. My stress levels were growing faster, I was always angry and tired and sleepy, and they never noticed, they just wanted the work and reports done no matter how was I, if I was sick or suffering pain they wanted the work done and fast. Without mistakes or any changes from my side, the only changes allowed were theirs; mines were the biggest errors of life. My personal life remains in the back. No dates, no friends. No social meetings no parties, those were dark days. I was too tired even to talk with my mom.

At the end of the fifth year I was transfer to other department, my new tasks and responsibilities were the half. It was a different environment a happy one with almost one hundred technicians and me. Even my new boss was kinder and less stressed. That change help to get over the last year of college. But something was happening I was getting depressed cause the routine was always the same. On 2013, more exact January. I get to know and read the Hunger Games Books later that year I read the entire Shadow hunter’s series from Cassandra Clare in 30 days including The Infernal Devices books. What I learned? If you want a change you have to make it happen, don’t trust everyone; don’t tell your secrets or plans. Half of the people you know don’t really care. If you want something, work for ti, make it happen.

For me is a shame to have learned this very late, in my opinion but not late to not work for it.

Thanks to my little sister, Divergent Series came to my hands, in on phrase. If you don’t fit, don’t change. Be yourself. Make changes happen. You might not see the rewards to seconds after deciding what to do or maybe you will. Our choices, my choices will help or ruin others. So we have to be careful on making them.

The same thing happen with The Selection Series from Kiera Cass, fear can bring you down, battles can make you weak o strengthened you, If you or I want something we must fight for it and don’t give up.

Trying to fit in some place you are not pleased to stay but you must stay it’s like using a shoe size smaller than yours. Like if you are 8 ½ but you want that unique sparkle red shoes size 7, well they won’t fit not even if you have any surgery.  I have been too much time in this company trying to fit; well it’s time to Let It Go. That famous song from Frozen, yes I admit it, fear have been the chain that had tied me up for too much time. It is my time to see my real potential without any fear at all trusting in God’s help will come if we, if I come to Him.

This is what I learned from the mentioned series. 


Have nice weekend.... mine will be awesome!!!!

Kisses